The heavier it is for you to leave it for Allah’s sake, the heavier the weight of the deed in the eyes of Allah.
[ My beloved sister ]
‘Ilm is not something to take lightly… it’s a responsibility; you can’t just unlearn something when it does not fit with your current lifestyle. The more I learn, the more things that I thought were justified turn out to be plainly haraam and in the end, sacrifices, huge sacrifices, have to be made…
… Please make it easy for me, Ya Robb, for I am but a weak servant :’(